absent from myself

ok, so aside from my normal postings, which btw has been a very long time since i've posted anything. I would like to say that im in a relationship right now, things are going fine. got me my first ASIAN girlfriend (she's chinese). I must say that i've been quite happy with her, its been about a month now and things are going smooth.

I lost my computer for a week (wouldnt start up) then i got sick of being without a computer and I went all out and FINALLY fixed it. where there is a will there is a bloody way.

Word to the Mommy Fuckas yo

1. Hells Kitchen (Original Mix) - Daniel Portman
2. We Were In The Dark (Original Mix) - Electric Rescue
3. Panasonus (Original Mix) - Electric Rescue
4. Techtronic (Original Mix) - Skober
5. Azzekkatek - Flavio Diaz
6. Robot Audience (Dandi & Ugo Re - Umek
7. Treviso (Original Mix) - Marco V
8. The Calling (Original Mix) - Fetisch and Me
9. Buttons (Chris Lake Remix) - Sia
10. Gone (Bingo Players Remix) - Harrison Crump
11. Left Behind (Andre Bastos Remix) - D-Nox & Beckers
12. Swing the Cat - Boris Brejcha
13. My little ladybirds (Remix) - Giash & Til Yali
14, Fresh Wind (Original Mix) - Alessio Mereu
15. Deep Down (Fog Remix)- D.Mag
16.Body Language (Tocadisco Remix) - Bookah Shade

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Right, so while cruising the interweb as Ive been doing alot of lately in hopes of finding me a job, I came upon this website www.yourtango.com and an article about being the inside spooner.
Now at first I hadn't the foggiest of ideas what it meant to be an inside spooner, my mind immediately went dirty and began thinking whoever wrote the article was a taker BUT not so. Come to find out its something that i like as well, NOT being a taker just to clear that up, never have never will but if you do good for you :). However being an inside spooner is someone who likes to be hugged while laying down.

Jesus christ is that what its being called now? These names for the simpliest of things seem to be something i need to catch up on man. So anyway, while continuing to read the article i began to think more and more about it and personally i like it especially after a quick romp around the sheets its good to just lay there and have her (or him if thats your frequency) just fling her arms around you and hold you instead of you doing even MORE work. Sometimes I want to feel loved too :(, not just the plumber and occasional gardner. I mean im the one doing the work and after laying down pipes i'd like to have my other hold me and say "hey baby, i love you" why must I be the one to do all that after all the work?

I am willing to bet that most men like to be the "inside spooner" but dont say it because (1) someone may take it the wrong way if you use those words (2) in the unlikely event that someone does understand what you are saying, they will probably think you are a beat on the soft side, not the same guy you were playing rugby with the other day and you may lose credibility amongst your mates. Me, I dont play rugby anymore and most of my mates know the deal that it wouldnt be in their best interest of health to think me to be soft and besides im confident in my un softness. That's not to say that I can't be or im not capable of being soft when it calls for it.

Anywho, just thought i'd share that and i'd like to say yea Im the inside spoon at times.
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The days have become cold
in 80 degree weather
And all i do is sit here wishing things
could get better
It was once a dream of mine to find
the one who could make me lose my mind
From just a smile or glare
Every time they come close
I feel a tingle in my ear
My legs get weak and i somehow cant speak
Time slows down
And im lost in your eyes
all i want to do is caress your lips
With my lips
Hold u close and bring your hips to my hips
Not thinking straight
But knowing that this is it
The perfect moment The time when the heavens open and angels sing
The time has come for us to share
The perfect Kiss

Everything about you is just amazing
From your eyes to your lips and face
You dont know all things i want to do to you
Kiss on your neck just to get you in the mood
Im not a playboy just a bit romantic
Lost in time through the thought of you
Just a kiss on the lips and girl im fine
but for now i just want you to kno
everything about you is beautiful
I wouldnt change a single about you
You are a true beauty to find
In my eyes you are beauty definded

Last night i dreamt of you
I dreamt that you were in my arms
Your lips were pressed against mine
I kissed and you kissed back
We were in our own little world
I dreamt that i said I love you
and you looked at me and said
I love you too
I told you that you that i want you
Then with a smile on your face
you came close looked in my eyes and whispered in my ear
I want you too
Last night was a good night because i spent it with you

Life falls down and falls apart without warning
your world comes to an end
everything you thought
everything you held dear to you your heart
in an instance is gone
When it seems as if there is nothing
nothing at all to bring you back
it happens;
A ray of light that, without cause or explanation
Just comes, gives you hope and carry you out of the darkness
Though it ma take a while to be free of the dark
Knowing that that ray of light is there
whether real or imaginary
distant or close
lover or friend
To know that that light is there
is all it will ever take to get you out of dark days
and darker nights
I say to you now
Looking into your eyes
Looking at that one in a million smile
that you are to me
My ray of light

so since this is probably the first REAL blog for the year, i'll start with this. FUCK SCHOOL :).
so my final semester of school has started and it started the same way the last one ended, with drinking in the library and buffoonery as always. I started writing this script/novel which is really a novel im writing and writing a script for it at the same time. so far tis coming along pretty good i might say.

Now I can't really say im BIG on the electronic music scene but i do know my way around a bit. I've been listening to a plethora (yea how you like that for a big word) of music of late and i've stumbled on some really great music and some not so good ones. I've checked out a few that were recommended to me by some and some i've come across whilst browsing the interweb. Check it out below, they should prove to be interesting i promise.





Dj Mikael - Trance addiction

1. This Way (Rank 1 Remix) - Ronald van Gelderen
2. Be As One (Anjunaboy vocal re-work mix) - Orjan Nilsen Feat. Tarah
3. Touch The Sun (Rank 1 Remix) - Armin Van Buuren
4. Daydream (Andy Moor Mix) - Markus Schulz
5. Sirens Of The Sea (A&B Club Mix) - Above and Beyond Presents Oceanlab
6. Square One - Thrillseekers
7. Phoria (Elevation Remix) - Majai
8. Invincible (Sied van Riel Remix) - Jose Amnesia feat. Jennifer Rene
9. Sigh - Sied Van Riel
10. No one on Earth (Gabriel & Dresden Remix) - Above and Beyond
11. As The Rush Comes(Gabriel & Dresden mix) - Motorcycle

DJ Preto - Progressive House

1. Antioxidant (Original Mix) - Harry Brown
2. Sunset (Joe K Remix) - Y&D
3. Music Is The Answer (Gabriel Vezzola Remix) - Celeda & Danny Tenaglia
4. Chakalaka (Original Mix) - Wippenberg
5. Flippin' (Funkagenda's Groovedigital Mix) - DJ Exacta
6. Chaa Chaa (EDX's Marrakesh's Souk Remix) - Sebastian Ingrosso & Laidback Luke
7. Deeper Kind Of Love (Alex Gaudino & Jason Rooney Remix) - Nello Semioli
8. Never Ending Search (Wendel Kos Remix) - DJ Antoine
9. Brave New World (Nick Bridges Stripper Mix) ft. Luciana - Bodyrox
10. Everybody Be Somebody (Original Mix) - Thomas Gold & Matthias Menck
11. Ring Cadet (Original Mix) - Ahmet Sendil
12. Fiji Islands (Dub Mix) - Daniel Portman

DJ Preto
DJ Mikael




Step One Two (Radio Edit) - Kaskade
Step One Two (Tommy Trash Remix) - Kaskade
Step One Two (Laurent Wolf Club Mix) - Kaskade




DJ Preach - The Bailout

Includes:

The Bailout (Wehba Tech House Mix)
The Bailout (Miko Techno Remix)
The Bailout (Progressive House Mix)
The Bailout (Trance Mix)
The Bailout (Tribal Trance Mix)